ASPERGERS UPDATE. APRIL 2020- SYNOPSIS WHAT NOW?

FUCK

I LOST MY JOB. MY LIFE FEELS LIKE SHAMBLES RIGHT NOW FUCK COVID 19 WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS. ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING PUT 9 MONTHS OF BLOOD SWEAT TEARS AND UTMOST PRESSURE TO DO THIS. I TRIED TO PROVE EVERYONE AND I MEAN FUCKING EVERYONE WRONG. I FINALLY MADE MY PARENTS HAPPY! BUT ALAS IM BACK AT SQUARE ONE . HOPEFULLY MY LIFE PROGRESS UPWARDS I FEEL LIKE IM AT ROCK BOTTOM ONE THING GOOD ABOUT ROCK BOTTOM IS THERE IS NO WHERE TO GO BUT UP, BUT AM I REALLY GOING UP? OR IS THE WORLD UPSIDE DOWN AND IM CHIPPING AND ERODING THE ROCK PAST IT TO THE CORE IS THERE REALLY A “ROCK BOTTOM”?

FUCK

COVID-19 CHAPTER 2

april 3rd 2020 as im writing this my job is still currently closed but im getting pto so it isnt too bad, fun times at first but now im adjacent to going back to work i hate being home home is a dreadful drag consistent remedies of waking , playing xbox, sleeping , this situation is stupendous and a remote allocation i wish would cease to exist why can’t life go back to prestine and cut clarity

CORONOVIRUS AS IT CORRELATES TO ASPERGERS

Covid-19 does scare me and my family tbh the NBA NHL MLS (etc) have been suspended and I’ve never ever seen that happen before. Multiple players have been diagnosed with covid and that is surprising. The world has taken many ways and precautions to handle ourselves we have social distancing, wash hands 10x more i have to wear gloves at my job .probable self quarantining its a real deal scare the numbers are astonishing.

How this correlates to aspergers you ask, it will be something to keep mind of. With our social problems and awkwardness it can be hard to even put gloves on at work you’d feel nervous to do it but coming from a aspie with social problems its going to be okay

01/20/2020

20 days into 2020 and 20 days into the 20s decade what I’ve realized is actions definitely speak louder than words because the actions is progress its your steps to success words are just stalling you to get where you wanna be yes i have times that i want to just say what i want and where i wanna be but i just need to stay locked in and dont stop when i wanna be in life with my fiancé and my future kids❤️ , aspergers can take a tole on my day to day life feeling like I mastered it controlled it with a grasp on the horns of life

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